Here i go again, new tumblr, and i new outlook and how i am going to live my life. I will no longer live to starve, and live to find death, but live to find how to love myself. Recovery is hard, and i know that it will not be easy but i have to try for my family, those i love, my future, but most of all for me.

My name is Channi. Recovering Anorexic Bulimic and Self Harmer. My HW and LW do not matter...all that matters is that i am striving to be better and happier than a number.

i hope you will too. <3